My name is GTurboGG also known as Nips(TedYork-Brown) I’m 24 from Buffalo, New York my life never was simple started of as a kid in a family of heartache and catastrophe being sent home to home my mother wasn’t always that fortunate enough to always have things all good for us but she tried her best dad wasn’t always there in my life so I looked up to the older guys always searching for a good father figure growing up I was very ill from lead poisoning but also lucky and blessed to get better I went through everything robbed of my innocence for everything guns, violence, violation even drugs in the dark if I had been just a little more clueless I would have been nailed to the cross, you ever been held at a high pedestal because of your name and what it means but no matter how hard you try to be real most people pick evil side? Thrown into group homes with my second oldest sister being beaten forced to be drowned in a sink, one meal a day being stuck in a room all day watching the other kids play outside, to the next home being wiped With sticks for nothing they even made us pick them out, to the next home was like a better for worse but appreciative and grateful but no matter what darkness always followed searching for happiness but all I ever found was being tricked into taking the blame for others flames-(making mistakes) all the way to relationships to guns to not moving fast enough to even always being looked at as if I’m the devil at times it was like I can see what people been through without even being right there with them when it happened ever been so real to others they take your common courtesy and take you being courageous all to take advantage of you for there wrongs playing basketball, track and football was a game changer and like good medical subscribe drug for Me (TedYork-Brown) but what was the best was making music at the age of 8 but at that age I was smoking weed and got into selling everything I know I had to move like water in order to get away from all of the narcotics or I would have had darkness try to reel me in even more. Why do I make music because I do it for the ones who can’t make it out the hood or with no voice on how to say it, because that was once me but once that beat played it was like I knew what to say everything my pain and struggles but being someone like me there would alway be drama from those who wanna show up first or make an excuse to why I can’t be where I want to be in life a Gift of God used and taken advantage of the wrong way from Ak’s, AR’s, 45’s, 27 to 25, knives classic old rifle in school when all I asked for was protection as in a person looking out for me for talking to a Queen even called a rat for speaking up for someone I gave my all to and taking her from the mud to lavish life with a house in Cheektowaga but I could see her pain Molly, weed acid, Coke I got to the point where I just stayed the apartment we we’re living in while she kept going out with the friend that told her to take my innocence from me but friends like that you gotta tread lightly move like water. I just left I didn’t want to get flamed. All I ever want is to be loved but they got no love for a person who gets called a fag or in special ed classes just gotta be on top of your game and get where you need to be in life this is the story of GTurboGG Nips(TedYork-Brown) Ever earned everything to watch it all be given away or taken forced to start over that was GTurboGG Nips(TedYork-Brown) a one of one also look up to G Herbo I’m that 20 10
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